worm

I feel like a worm.

staying at home doing nothing,
Sleeping till when ever i feel like it.
I wonder how i survive the training days almost 3 years ago.
waking up at unearthly hours to go school to train only be back hours later.
training my arse off for that little cup.
when i can't even take an hour swim now and not feel as though i'm 100 years old.

geesh.
talk about getting lazy.
and fat.

in case there's anyone there wondering,
(who actually read this stuff anyway?)
i'm currently still stuck.
as in yeah. Six tries, 1 down, 2 appeals, 1 closed, 2 pending.

talk about luck.
or rather,
the LACK of it.

on the lighter note,
i would just like to say this four words to some people.
different topics,
but same answer.

I TOLD YOU SO.

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sketched by Pamela Peh | at 20:55