darn

getting really stressed out...

i can't believe i'm failing GP... it's lyk ahh!! thou i noe my essay isn't strong at all but still... i noe i shld really start reading more magazines tt are not abt fashion or entertainment... and start watching the news n all.. it's strange tt my chinese essays are better then the compre and for english the opps... fine thou compre isn't much better...

need a B3 for GP to get in mass com lar... eeks!

i'm getting so worried abt Os result tt i'm making a joke of the worse possible situations... think i'm trying to convince myself or something more then trying to convince the others...

went back SN aft sch today... miss gym so much... koued this yr dajiti abit... thou don't think i'm much help haha it made me realise how much i missed rgym... the insane trainings, jokings, q'ing up at the water cooler, the juniors calling me tadpole, complaining abt the mat and all..

they painted 4d yellow... my water bottle i left behind on Os Phy day is still there in the lockers haha...thou our marks on the walls are gone...

couldn't find any teachers but Ms Niar and Zhang lao shi. And she still remembered the nick name she gave me in P6!!! haha

i think i really need to plan out in details for my back up plan... 'cos if i couldn't get into JC, the chances of getting into poly is also very small. mum n dad will not let me enter a ITE... tt means i'm gonna get sent overseas if i flunk Os... but i wanna stay in CJ!!!

decided... if you din see me in sch on tues... then it's the end...
*hopes n pray tt my hard work will be pain off*

and my mum jt did the most evil thing on earth... she came in to my room with a pen and a calculator to calculate my L1R5... reminds me of PSLE... thus i'm jt gonna keep my mouth shut abt it b4 i jinx myself... AGAIN


Stand up when you fall... that's what they say.
but i'm wondering,
how do you stand
if that fall didn't only brake your legs,
but also your spine...

sketched by Pamela Peh | at 19:11